Perfection.

I'm not a girl who strives for perfection. I'm more of that "Ah, whatever" type. I know that's not good because I almost always just let everything be. I don't care enough. I agree with almost anything because I really don't have much of my own opinion. I make myself think but then I realise I'm not even thinking. I'm just staring really hard at a place, thinking that I'm thinking :b I find myself pretty useless in discussions and stuffs because I can't come up with ideas. Not creative enough. Brain doesn't work creatively :(

I just came back from ballet. It's 9.30pm already and guess what. I haven't shower yet. HAHAHAHAHA EW :P My ballet is like first hour barre work and then the next hour is freestyle dance. Before this, we danced some Step Up dance then after that was some idk dance. Now it's oppa gangnam style ._. It's quite fun to learn but well, I'm not those BOOMZ dancers. I need to open up more oh god... My back hurts though. No, I think it's my waist. The left side. I have to keep holding it while I walk, like Nadine.
Oh shit. Is it the history test tomorrow? Better study later. Ughhh. Stupid tests. We have checkpoints to "study" for okay. Yeah well should study for science but I'm too sick of those folios. My folios are so ugly. The front cover is like bent and torn and ew and ew. I try to take care of them but I fail. You should see my primary books. My mom said they looked like books that belong to boys because boys don't usually care much about their books so their books are torn and dog-eared. Then my mom wrapped all my books hahahaha. I'm better now. My books are beautiful now :)

It's Friday tomorrow! This week was really fast. Next week is Maroon 5! Oh my gosh. ADAM LEVINE. SEX GOD.

Today is another happy day. Just keep smiling and the day gets better. But sometimes it's just too hard to force a smile...

I better shower now! Goodbye :)